Snap this while Mr "jia curry" is doing his presentation *.*
Anyway, if you know me you will notice something is going wrong.
I had my hair cut short, actually I wanted it like more shorter but I just dun have the courage.
Well, today....
Thanks people, you should know who you are.
" When I closed my eyes yesterday night my eyes automatically filled with tears, I tried to control but I failed. I burst into tears immediately when I try to stop it from flowing down. The amount of school work is seriously over my working limits and timing this time round. Exactly 4 major projects in a roll which are to hand in like week after next , and all to be complete in just 4 weeks itself excluding additional assignments.
Initially I told myself that I could be able to do it with my daily planning. Yes, I planned , followed them and I have done work. But the amount of time invest is way too over, since the 2nd week of school start this term, I have been burning midnight candles to be able to finish my work every single day even if I have started since morning. I am seriously tired…
I was thinking… Yes, I have done my work, but who the hell will appreciate my hard work ? Will I receive good comments and all? I don’t know…Anyway, I am not trying to say that when everyone sees my work, they WILL have to give me positive comments.But a tap on my shoulder is good enough for me.
In the day I may appear to be alright .To be truthful, deep inside I am not. Yes, your thinking is right. I am always acting strong while I am not one of them. I am a crybaby who always cries even over small things. I am just too timid to show.
I cried coz; too much time is taken to do ass shit who I don’t know will benefit me in any certain way in my life. If it does did, than my effort is not down to drain and I am glad. But what if it does not?
The remaining time left for me for my leisure is near to almost 0 seconds count every single day. Every day average sleeping time is 4-6 hrs which is definitely not enough for me this lazy. No shopping and buying of the things I like it indeed a torture to me as you know I like to shop and WHO THE HELL WILL NOT WANT TO BUY NEW YEAR CLOTHING! Yes, I want to buy all the things I like for CNY. No time for friends and myself. I am sad, so I burst into tears.
Everyday life spending long hours like this with paper, pen, pencil and markers are crazy! Moreover, no mistake could be made in every stroke you marker down. I agree, to be a designer, a practice a day is needed but in my case is vice-versa. Sometime too much may lead to a negative result, like what I am facing now.
Probably you think you can take it, but not me. I need time for myself and others.
Telling myself that I am brave, I have to go on with work even though I tear. Hopefully, the next time I cry; someone will be next to me to spill everything out to ones. "
Hello 2010 with my big smile (:
My first day of 2010 was awesome to be with Gfs and my loves one.
Hope this will be even a better year for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee & youuuuuuuuuu!
其实我要的很简单...
Forgotten to bring my phone to sch for two consecutive days. Lost my way to MDA class today and this is the third time already. I am a blur sotong, indeed.
I NEED SOME KIND SOUL PEOPLE TO KEEP ON REMINDING MEEEE!
Who will be the kind soul ? Will u ? HAHAHAHAHA!
Went KITTYLAB♥ I was on cloud nine.
KITTYLAB was fun. KITTYLAB was cute.KITTYLAB was full of kittymao.KITTYLAB makes me smile.KITTYLAB T-shirt is so cute.KITTYLAB things are so expensive.KITTYLAB make me broke.KITTYLAB make me wanna go there again! (:
I ammmmmmm so lazyyyyyyyyyyy to upload photos here, I'l do it at my facebook account instead! Hahahahaha
Btw, rmb to vote for me at http://apps.facebook.com/freshlook/gallery.php?page=5 ! Voting will end at this sunday.
Thank with love from my Toppy again! Top is so handsomeeeee ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Last Tuesday marks down the last lesson of business etiquette, I am both happy and sad. Happy of course its the final lesson and sadness comes by I think I will miss my two groupmates, Atikah and Vanessa, both of them are excellent! Especially when we are doing shopping for formal wear for our dining etiquette test.After estimating most time were spend on shop rather than snapping enough pictures for our report! I always hope there more chances for us to go out againnnnnnnnn! This is the best IS module I ever had as compared to the rest I had B4, all classmates are so fun loving people (:
Remembering having said that I fancy browing at online spree but I just hate to wait for the item to arrived if is not instock items. The long duration totally kills my excitements of getting the item when I first saw it. Hence, this has been the number one reason of me not buying it. Unless I wanted it like so so so much! Weeks and weeks ago, I bought 2 boxes of lashes of two different types and finally its arrived, I am quite glad that the quality is not bad. I have them tired on my eyes! Weeeeeeeeee =D
Design 1.
Design 2. I prefer this as it not too exaggerate for daily wear. Wuhooo!
Lastly the third "finally" is I finally boost up my courage to take part in the Next Big Thing Contest, I got part of courage from ong zai encouragements! HAHAHAHAH! I am excited as this is the very first time taking part in competition, it just simply for fun! So please vote for me at http://apps.facebook.com/freshlook/gallery.php?page=5 Only left a few more days to do it.
Thanksssssssssssssssssssss with love from my TOP!
In the mid of work, I have this craving for takopachi which is located at the basement of ion! So after work, had takopachi for my dinner and I was home feeling so energetic! Because I got what I wanted.Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Takopachi is really delicious! Little things like this makes me happy (:
So this is the devil that I always play with, and look! She has a 'S' shaped figure. Hahaha
She has been bullying me recently, ordering me to take sweets, and drink for her! If sometimes I disorder her, she will get angry. I always disorder her at first, enjoy the moment when her angry expression shows and lastly if she gets really "HOT" I will then pass her a double amount of sweets to comfort her. Hahahaha
I love to see her getting angry because of that funny expression she's giving me! I should video it down nxt time (:
Friday after lesson the whole grp of us RUSHed down to town to catch the movie 2012. Indeed a difficult task to be able to enjoy this movie. But it all worth it afterall ya? Althought it is tiring and ugly to look like those people who are doing big walk in town! Hahahaha
During the fliming of the movie, there a point I was thinking that wad if this happen? I would want to tell the people and the one who I love how much I love and thankful to them. Anway, I know I am stupid to tell only on the day if really happens, but I hope not! Haha. I am not a kind of expressive person,I am too afraid to show or tell my feeling to one. For sure if I could have a power, I would wanted a 5% boost of being more expressive. Just a tiny bit will be a wonder to me! Heeeeeees(:
What will you do then?
Anyway this is a good, touching and heroing movie. An-neong!
Today having ESD lesson in the morning was bored, only 30% of it goes into me. I wonder the problem falls on me or sometimes is the way lectures teach. Anyway, Cadd2 was funnnnnnnnnnn! I learn something, I made a kitty cup and many more!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY TOP-py ♥
He's cute in his own way, that why i like himmmmm *Shy*
Top-py~ I still prefer the bad boy look of you! Go cut off your fringe plssss! Hahahahahahahah (:
Bad boy look! wuhooooooooooo ~
